Positive change starts within and spreads to your immediate community. Believe me! If you care to heal the world and our earth, then please start the positive changes within. I did today. I attended a solar eclipse party and dared to shamelessly tell people what are their inappropriate behaviors. And I am proud of it as I know things that tick people off are thought provoking and make them think about many things. As painful this viewpoint and challenging it has been in my life, I care less. And know that Universe has a message for all of us. That we are all gifted and must use our gifts to spread good into our world. I as a warrior of life have not done the right thing thus far either, fully. Yes, partially I would (or maybe subconsciously) always challenge myself and others to push buttons. However, I would always feel ashamed later and try to justify my actions to surrounding people. They too, however, seem to be too conditioned to do the right thing. Thereof, if you fail to listen to yourself, you will be mislead.
Change Starts Small & Within
So here is what transpired today for me and how you too can decide to change today.
As I was making my way into the venue, I dared to be who I truly am and told myself to not care about people’s reactions and don’t allow myself once again to be intimated that distracts, hurts, and makes always miss opportunities in life. Yes, I took many breaths to calms my anxiety. Why anxious? Because people are bullies at times without knowledge due to their conditionigs and learned behavioral limitations, and fears, and I freaking am an empath. If you don’t know what that is, what the heck are you doing here? As I was driving, the radio was playing a tune. Within the lyrics I heard ‘I must confess and imagine people naked’. So there. Advises and guides are everywhere. Your job is to pick up the right frequencies. I did picture everyone naked and was not afraid to call their inappropriate behaviors to their attention and knew in my heart that I only did or said hurtful things out of love, to motivate them to change. People are just inappropriate and will rob your freedom to exist and/or teach you to not fully express yourself because it is politically incorrect. With their actions and/or saying they try to intimidate you, which conditioned and teaches one to remain silent and act as if things went unnoticed. ‘Not with me ‘ as I have been telling myself for a while. However, implementing it has been rather difficult as people will continue to punish you for defending yourself. It is very hurtful and vindictive at times. Terrible! Back to my stories, a grandpa suddenly noticed me sitting there and just blocked my view. I patiently waited and waited. He would not move and he kept enjoying his drink while standing in my view. I asked if he could kindly move as he was blocking my view. His reaction was to look at me in a weird way, laugh, and ask me in a sarcastic way “what am I looking at?” I am thinking to myself, “none of your freaking business, really. Didn’t want to talk to you grandpa.” So I looked at him in a funny way and crossed my legs and arms while picturing him naked. It was funny. More importantly the advice worked as he moved and was ashamed to invade my space again. Two minutes later a family noticed me confidently sitting there in my designer outfit and confident and came fairly close to me to start speaking loud about their exciting life events. A woman who either knew them or was there with them, was watching me too from afar. Once she noticed that I am annoyed with the loud speaking voices while sitting there to enjoy the Sonoran desert in quietness, she felt empowered to join the group and add to the noises to intimate my arrogance and confidence. I truly felt like my privacy was intentionally violated in an effort to make feel back about being there solo. I thought to myself: “Okay, if you must try to annoy and intimate me with loud or make me sad 🤣 because I am alone at the venue, I will annoy you guys too.” And I did. I turned my favorite music channel on and it was a rap song that was blurting aggressively “it is going done” and “who the f**k cares what they think”. Wow! I couldn’t help it. I started shaking and dancing. The family started laughing. I laughed back and ask if they can kindly take their loud convos somewhere else as it is rude they are too loud. It worked too. Of course they gave me the looks of dismay. But I again told myself that I did the right thing as it is rude for people to act in such unkind manner to intimated and push one over to obey their set standards. As if they aim to send a passive aggressive message to condition you. But I keep telling myself that they do not know better. It helps. Last night too was I watching Bill Maher. One thing he said that deeply resonated with me is that we must say it as it is. Enough already of us being conditioned and/or conditioning our fellow people through manipulative behaviors. I for one refuse for myself to be that way ever. Five minutes later another stylish grandpa with colored hairs continues to pass my views while stopping, using his smart phone, trying to impress me with kindness and humorous loud talks to his younger buddies. After he paroled in my viewpoint for the six time, I asked him is he had any intentions as I am not interested in him because he continued showing off in front me. He acted as if my inquiry was rude and was physically shaking. He called me in a disturbing, unkind way: “You are Weird.” I said “so what!?” Someone must tell people how obvious their inappropriate, damaging behaviors are so that they may think of their actions and rectify. Wishful thinking. Two minutes later he joins a group across of me and starts bashing me to them while they too start laughing at me. One of them was a chubby guy who I could tell is insecure and felt empowered once the grandpa joined their group. He started to some degree mimicking my dancing and started shaking legs and talking out loud with the grandpa while looking over. I laughed again cause I could not help than to imagine him naked, shaking his fat belly. He was wearing an Apple watch. I had to blurt to him that he should shake it and take a few steps for a change while thinking how Bill Maher said to call it as it is. We all are blessed with so much yet we chose to engage in damaging behaviors. Enough is enough.
With those intentions in mind and totally being vested in healing the world one step at the time, I bought a domain. Quite a lofty mission but I believe together we can heal the world as it is doable if we only focus on the positives and make small changes. Because one day we will be proud of our accomplishments! You can do it.
Love and Blessings ❤️